My beautiful jack jack My first Christmas without my special boy, it's not the same without you, it's not only me that misses you, everyone else does too, I wish you were here, I wouldn't of minded being woken up at 5 in the morning just to see your happy smiley face one more time, you meant the world to me jack and you should never of been taken. Happy Christmas to my darling son wherever you are, always remember I love you to the moon and back and one day we will be together again, I know I will see you again one day and that you will be waiting for me. Love you so so much and miss you terribly love mum Xx